Sorry Eisy…
By: Steve
So I’m so sorry that I fail at being a driving force, I try hard but sometimes shit happens and I just forget about things, and become overwhelmed with what it is I’m supposed to be doing. Today is a new day and it’s time to start blogging food again.
I got a fill yesterday, I am down 131 lbs.
Today’s Food:
Breakfast: None.
Lunch: 1/4 C. Applesauce, 1/4 Cottage Cheese, Schwan’s Rainbow Stick, 2 cups OJ, 1/2 oz Cheese (423)
Dinner: Lean Lunch Meat, 1/4 C. Potato Salad, ice cream, cheese (515)
Total: 938 Calories - Too Many CALORIES!
I am going to make a habit of blogging here too, so here goes… if you don’t care to read what I write then you can click away now.
With the immense amount of drama that has been going on in the weight loss community it’s become abundantly clear that we all can’t just be friends. I do want to talk about several things though.
First of all the definition of community, according to the Webster’s Dictionary:
“1: a unified body of individuals: as a: state, commonwealth b: the people with common interests living in a particular area ; broadly : the area itself <the problems of a large community> c: an interacting population of various kinds of individuals (as species) in a common location d: a group of people with a common characteristic or interest living together within a larger society <a community of retired persons> e: a group linked by a common policy f: a body of persons or nations having a common history or common social, economic, and political interests <the international community> g: a body of persons of common and especially professional interests scattered through a larger society <the academic community>
2: society at large
3 a: joint ownership or participation <community of goods> b: common character : likeness <community of interests> c: social activity : fellowship d: a social state or condition”
Every part of the definition of community is a joint ownership, there is no one that leads in a community, it is simply a group of people with a combined interest and that is what we must become. I have spent too much time spinning my wheels trying to be “popular” on youtube, and this is a frivolous attempt, because frankly popularity on youtube is overrated and in general turns you into a bit of a nasty person.
I have had nothing but positive response from the video that I made about the drama that was going on that involves me. I am SO LUCKY to have the support that I do in this community! My subscribers have shown me that I have a place in this community and a reason to be here.
Having said my piece, if you cross me… you will get a negative response from me, that is vital for you to know. To the people who have made up shit about me, and you know who you are tread lightly. Furthermore if you call me names in public I will respond, and I will not allow other overweight people in this community to call me a “fat ass” especially when they have not lost more then ten pounds in seven months. If you feel the need to hurt others to make yourself better then you need to find other people to hurt, because I am not the one anymore.
I appreciate every friendship that I have developed here on youtube, it has been a vital part of my journey. Thank you to those who support me, and fuck you to those who don’t.
Watch this vid and apply it to your weight loss journey: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d6wRkzCW5qI&feature=related
“This is your time. Seize the day! Never surrender! Victory or death”
Change your life NOW! Be the you that you deserve to be! You are the only one who can determine your own success, now kick down the door on your future and burst into with the reassurance that I will be there to back you up.
There’s no day but today!
